You want to know me. But you can’t. I don’t know me. I’m a shapeshifter – constantly changing to adapt vicariously through others. I live in the awkward moment. That moment you show your true self – when the wall comes down. Because all the other times are meaningless. Apathetic. Uneventful. I’m fearless - destined to make you laugh, cry, and even sometimes bored. Not because I have to, but because I want to. I’m chaos -- because we are only capable of seeing the beautiful through the ugly. For every time I’ve had success, I’ve failed fifty times. I’ve made poor decisions. I’ve disappointed. I’ve lied. I constantly live in the past, wondering how I can change the future. I’m inspired – by you, and those more talented than me. I’m someone you will never be.